Showing posts with label Song/Movie/Book. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Song/Movie/Book. Show all posts

August 17, 2026

Getting Back into Reading Real Books

After years of reading on my phone, I decided to go back to reading real, physical books.

I missed the feeling of holding a paper book, turning the pages, and smelling the paper. 

But there’s a problem with picking up this hobby when you are in your late 40s.

1st, I need to wrap the book cover nicely; was it just me?  Then, I need to get my glasses, I cannot just zoom in to increase the font.

need sufficient light too. It cannot be too bright, not too dim, not from the front (migrain aku nanti), and not right at your back where I can see my own shadow covering the page. Finding that angle is crucial for smooth reading.

Sitting down (while half laying) for too long is not conducive to my back. After a few pages, my back starts protesting, and the book itself is surprisingly heavy to hold up after some time. Is the book heavier than my phone?

No wonder people switch to online reading. Still, despite the extra prep work, there is nothing quite like disconnecting from screens and turning a real page.

December 30, 2025

Books/Novel 2025

 Novels I read in 2025..

1. Night of Destiny by Vanessa K - this online novel has 2808 chapters in it. Crazy long-winded story. No, I didn’t finish reading it.
2. Kiss the sky.  The more I read it, the more it feels like reading Keeping Up with the Kardashians. So I stopped.
3. The Longing of Lone Wolves
4. That Prince Is A Girl: The Vicious King's Slave Mate
5. Bound by Lies, Trapped by Desire - webnovel
6. Fallen by Lauren Kate
7. Bride by Ali Hazelwood

December 28, 2024

Books and Novels 2024

Novels I read in 2024..

1. House of Earth and Blood (Crescent City #1) by Sarah J. Maas

2. When The Phone Rings, webnovel.  I initially watched the series on Netflix but couldn’t keep up with the weekly release schedule, so I decided to dive into the webnovel instead.

I found it challenging to concentrate long enough to finish a novel. I’ve started a few but ended up stopping halfway through. I blamed it on social media, which encourages shorter attention frames and quick interactions. Over time, it's harder for me to focus and complete a novel.

See Novels I read in 2023.

October 28, 2024

The Social Dilemma (2020)

The Social Dilemma, shown on Netflix, claims to be one of the most life-changing documentaries.

Ten minutes into the film, I stopped watching. I couldn’t see where it was going.

But I did skip to the end part, where it says, "How do you get out of the Matrix if you don’t know that you’re in the Matrix?"

I don’t think I’m in the Matrix. At least no one is pointing a gun at me, forcing me to check my phone every minute. I do it willingly.

It’s more of an addiction. Yes, they did a great job attracting users, but it still comes back to our own choices.  Just like addictions to shopping, traveling, alcohol, smoking, etc.—too much of anything is never a good thing.

July 15, 2024

The Tale of Rose

I am currently watching The Tale of Rose, and it has taken me longer to get through this series compared to others.


I can't watch it all in one go; I need to give myself breaks from all the emotion.

This drama is incredibly good, well-acted, with a well-crafted script and just the right amount of subtle humor. "The Tale of Rose" is so relatable. Even if you haven't experienced her journey personally, anyone can find themselves in similar situations at any point in their life. It's true that a woman's future can take a different path depending on who she marries, but that does not mean that that is the only path to end with.

The emotional depth and complexity of "Rose" make it stand out from other series. The storyline delves into the challenges and triumphs of the protagonist in a way that feels very genuine and heartfelt. The characters are well-developed, it really captures my attention and emotion.

I have always loved Liu Yi Fei, and I love her even more in this drama. However, I didn't enjoy her performance in "Mulan." I think some actors are simply not suited for Hollywood.

I will add my review after I am done watching.  For now, I will just let myself sway a little in the drama. I don't want it to end too soon.

Updates with review:

1. I wish I had a brother as understanding as Huang Zen Hua, someone who always has your back.

2. The support of family and friends is a significant factor in life, especially if you don't have a supportive husband in this case.

3. I love how this drama ends, leaving it to your own imagination.

4. I always believe that we are still young in our 40s. Imagine if you live up to 90 years old—you aren't even halfway done. So, why limit yourself? Of course, in terms of physical fitness, that's another matter. Do things within your capacity.  

5. Know your 底线 (dǐxiàn) – your limit, the lowest you willing to go.

December 26, 2023

Books and Novels 2023

Books I read in 2023..

1. This Woven Kingdom by Tahereh Mafi
2. Shatter Me by Tahereh Mafi
3. Fated to the Tangled Love novel by Gorgeous Killer 
4. Impulsive Vow to an Enigmatic Husband webnovel (Didn't manage to finish this, just to long and repetitive, I stop at Chapter 293)
5. The Cruel Prince (The Folk of the Air, #1) by Holly Black 
6. The Wicked King (The Folk of the Air, #2) by Holly Black 

My favorite novel for 2023 goes to This Woven Kingdom by Tahereh Mafi.


December 31, 2022

Books/Novel 2022

Books/Novels that I read in 2022: 

1. The Final Empire (Mistborn, #1) by Brandon Sanderson. Kind of boring, I didn't finish reading this book.

2. Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart #1) by 

.  I haven't watched the movies, but earlier this year, the short clips always pop up on my Facebook, and I still don't feel like watching the movies.  Then I took why not read the books since the movies were so famous.  Then I started reading it.  It was well written, very easy to read, and followed through the story.  Love it.

4.  halfway through, then I realized that I had read it before, in 2016.

5. 365 Days by Blanka Lipinska, didn’t finish it, I prefer 50 shades of grey.


The best novel award this year goes to:


Twilight (The Twilight Saga #1)

September 2, 2022

Wo Huai Nian De 我怀念的 What I Miss By Sun Yan Zi 孙燕姿 Stefanie Sun

Lama tak share lagu, lagu ni best kalau koke.
Lyrics nya sedih menyayat kalbu. 
Jum sama-sama koke weekend ni, school holiday is coming...yehhuuu 

Wo Huai Nian De 我怀念的 What I Miss Lyrics (Pinyin Lyrics) By Sun Yan Zi 孙燕姿 Stefanie Sun


wǒ wèn wèi shén me (I asked why)
 我 问 为 什 么 

 nà nǚ hái chuán jiǎn xùn gěi wǒ (That girl sent me a text message)
 那 女 孩 传 简 讯 给 我 

 ér nǐ wèi shén me (and why were you)
 而 你 为 什 么 

 bù jiě shì dī zhe tóu chén mò (No explanation, bowed head, silent)
 不 解 释 低 着 头 沉 默 

 wǒ gāi xiāng xìn nǐ hěn ài wǒ (I should believe that you love me very much)
 我 该 相 信 你 很 爱 我 

 bú yuàn yì fū yǎn wǒ (not willing to ignore me)
 不 愿 意 敷 衍 我 

 hái shì míng bai (Still understand)
 还 是 明 白 

 nǐ yǐ bù xiǎng wǎn huí shén me (You not willing to redeem anything)
 你 已 不 想 挽 回 什 么 

 xiǎng wèn wèi shén me (I wanted to ask)
 想 问 为 什 么 

 wǒ bú zài shì nǐ de kuài lè 
 我 不 再 是 你 的 快 乐 

 kě shì wèi shén me 
 可 是 为 什 么 

 què kǔ xiào shuō wǒ dōu dǒng le 
 却 苦 笑 说 我 都 懂 了 

 zì zūn cháng cháng jiāng rén tuō zhe 
 自 尊 常 常 将 人 拖 着 

 bǎ ài dōu zǒu qū zhé 
 把 爱 都 走 曲 折 

 jiǎ zhuāng liáo jiě shì pà 
 假 装 了 解 是 怕 

 zhēn xiàng tài chì luǒ luǒ 
 真 相 太 赤 裸 裸 

 láng bèi bǐ shī qù nán shòu 
 狼 狈 比 失 去 难 受 

 wǒ huái niàn de 
 我 怀 念 的 

 shì wú huà bù shuō 
 是 无 话 不 说 

 wǒ huái niàn de 
 我 怀 念 的 

 shì yì qǐ zuò mèng 
 是 一 起 做 梦 

 wǒ huái niàn de 
 我 怀 念 的 

 shì zhēng chǎo yǐ hòu 
 是 争 吵 以 后 

 hái shì xiǎng yào 
 还 是 想 要 

 ài nǐ de chōng dòng 
 爱 你 的 冲 动 

 wǒ jì dé nà nián shēng rì (I remember birthday that year)
 我 记 得 那 年 生 日 

 yě jì dé nà yì shǒu gē 
 也 记 得 那 一 首 歌 

 jì dé nà piàn xīng kōng 
 记 得 那 片 星 空 

 zuì jǐn de yòu shǒu 
 最 紧 的 右 手 

 zuì nuǎn de xiōng kǒu 
 最 暖 的 胸 口 

 shuí jì dé (who remember)
 谁 记 得 

 shuí wàng le (who forgot)
 谁 忘 了 

 xiǎng wèn wèi shén me (I wanted to ask)
 想 问 为 什 么 

 wǒ bú zài shì nǐ de kuài lè (why am I no longer your happiness)
 我 不 再 是 你 的 快 乐 

 kě shì wèi shén me (but why)
 可 是 为 什 么 

 què kǔ xiào shuō wǒ dōu dǒng le 
 却 苦 笑 说 我 都 懂 了 

 zì zūn cháng cháng jiāng rén tuō zhe 
 自 尊 常 常 将 人 拖 着 

 bǎ ài dōu zǒu qū zhé 
 把 爱 都 走 曲 折 

 jiǎ zhuāng liáo jiě shì pà 
 假 装 了 解 是 怕 

 zhēn xiàng tài chì luǒ luǒ 
 真 相 太 赤 裸 裸 

 láng bèi bǐ shī qù nán shòu 
 狼 狈 比 失 去 难 受 

 wǒ huái niàn de (What I miss)
 我 怀 念 的 

 shì wú huà bù shuō 
 是 无 话 不 说

 wǒ huái niàn de (What I miss)
 我 怀 念 的 

 shì yì qǐ zuò mèng (dreaming together)
 是 一 起 做 梦 

 wǒ huái niàn de (What I miss)
 我 怀 念 的 

 shì zhēng chǎo yǐ hòu 
 是 争 吵 以 后 

 hái shì xiǎng yào (still wanted)
 还 是 想 要 

 ài nǐ de chōng dòng 
 爱 你 的 冲 动 

 wǒ jì dé nà nián shēng rì 
 我 记 得 那 年 生 日 

 yě jì dé nà yì shǒu gē 
 也 记 得 那 一 首 歌

 jì dé nà piàn xīng kōng 
 记 得 那 片 星 空 

 zuì jǐn de yòu shǒu 
 最 紧 的 右 手 

 zuì nuǎn de xiōng kǒu 
 最 暖 的 胸 口 

 shuí wàng le (who forgot)
 谁 忘 了 

 wǒ huái niàn de (What I miss)
 我 怀 念 的 

 shì wú yán gǎn dòng 
 是 无 言 感 动 

 wǒ huái niàn de (What I miss)
 我 怀 念 的 

 shì jué duì chì rè 
 是 绝 对 炽 热 

 wǒ huái niàn de (What I miss)
 我 怀 念 的 

 shì nǐ hěn jī dòng 
 是 你 很 激 动 

 qiú wǒ yuán liàng 
 求 我 原 谅 

 bào dé wǒ dōu tòng 
 抱 得 我 都 痛 

 wǒ jì dé nǐ zài bèi hòu 
 我 记 得 你 在 背 后 

 yě jì dé wǒ chàn dǒu zhe 
 也 记 得 我 颤 抖 着 

 jì dé gǎn jué xiōng yǒng 
 记 得 感 觉 汹 涌 

 zuì měi de yān huǒ 
 最 美 的 烟 火 

 zuì cháng de xiāng yōng 
 最 长 的 相 拥 

 shuí ài dé tài zì yóu 
 谁 爱 得 太 自 由 

 shuí guò tóu tài yuǎn le 
 谁 过 头 太 远 了 

 shuí yào zǒu wǒ de xīn 
 谁 要 走 我 的 心 

 shuí wàng le nà jiù shì chéng nuò 
 谁 忘 了 那 就 是 承 诺 

 shuí zì gù zì dì zǒu 
 谁 自 顾 自 地 走 

 shuí wàng le kàn zhe wǒ (who forgot to look at me)
 谁 忘 了 看 着 我 

 shuí ràng ài biàn chén zhòng 
 谁 让 爱 变 沉 重 

 shuí wàng le yào gěi nǐ wēn róu 
 谁 忘 了 要 给 你 温 柔 ā 啊 

 hū hū 
 呼 呼 

 wǒ huái niàn de (What I miss)
 我 怀 念 的 

 wǒ hái yǒu xiǎng yào 
 我 还 有 想 要 

 ài nǐ de chōng dòng 
 爱 你 的 冲 动 

 wǒ jì dé nà nián shēng rì (I remember the birthday that year)
 我 记 得 那 年 生 日 

 yě jì dé nà yì shǒu gē (and remember that song)
 也 记 得 那 一 首 歌 

 jì dé nà piàn xīng kōng 
 记 得 那 片 星 空 

 zuì jǐn de yòu shǒu 
 最 紧 的 右 手 

 zuì nuǎn de xiōng kǒu 
 最 暖 的 胸 口 

 wǒ fàng shǒu (I give up)
 我 放 手 

 wǒ ràng zuò (I let go)
 我 让 座

 jiǎ sǎ tuō (faking to look fine)
 假 洒 脱 

 shuí dǒng wǒ duō me bù shě dé (who knows how much)
 谁 懂 我 多 么 不 舍 得 

 tài ài le (too much in love)
 太 爱 了 

 suó yǐ wǒ (that's why I am)
 所 以 我 

 méi yǒu kū (not crying)
 没 有 哭 

 méi yǒu shuō (not saying anything)
 没 有 说

December 31, 2021

Books/Novels 2021

Books/Novels that I have read in 2021..

  1. From Blood and Ash (Blood and Ash, #1) by Jennifer L. Armentrout 
  2. A Kingdom of Flesh and Fire (Blood and Ash, #2) by Jennifer L. Armentrout 
  3. The ​Crown of Gilded Bones (Blood and Ash, #3) by Jennifer L. Armentrout 
  4. The edge-of-never #1.   This book makes me want to go for a road trip, maybe NZ, UK, or Sapporo again.  Btw, whenever I see a single shoe on the road, I always imagine there must be something bad happened there, like a road accident, or maybe a shoe accidentally fell from the motorcycle’s basket.
  5. People we meet on Vacation.  This is a sweet novel, even though it can be a bit tiring with all the flashbacks.

The best novel in 2021 goes to..

From Blood and Ash (Blood and Ash, #1) by Jennifer L. Armentrout

December 23, 2020

Books/Novels 2020

Books/Novels that I have read in 2020..

  1. War of Hearts: A True Immortality by S. Young
  2. Play it safe by Kristen Ashley.  The writing is different. At 1st, I kinda like it, refreshing. Slowly I'm not liking it anymore.  it’s getting tiring reading repetitive words. Eg. 'They might be big boys but then again they were big boys and there were two of them.' ok now I'm confuse.
  3. I Will Marry You (Novelcat)
Books/Novels that Emmett read in 2020..
  1. The Trials of Apollo Book Two The Dark Prophecy by Rick Riordan
  2. Heroes of Olympus: The Lost Hero
  3. Heroes of Olympus: The Son of Neptune
  4. Heroes of Olympus: The Mark of Athena

Best choice award by me this year goes to War of Hearts: A True Immortality by S. Young


Best choice this year by Emmett goes to Heroes of Olympus: The Son of Neptune



Tahun ni mak tak banyak baca buku, banyak masa terbuang layan drama online je. iskk not good, Vina.

See books we have read in 2019 here. 

November 6, 2020

阿冗 - 你的答案 (Your Answer)

 Song I listen to now.

阿冗 - 你的答案 / A Rong - Ne De Da An

..Embrace the rainbow toward the wind, walk forward bravely...


也許世界就這樣 ye xu shi jie jiu zhe yang 
Maybe that’s the way the world is. 

我也還在路上 wo ye hai zai lu shang
I’m still on my way. 

沒有人能訴說 mei you ren neng su shuo
No one can tell. 

也許我只能沉默 ye xu wo zhi neng chen mo
Maybe I’ll just be silent. 

眼淚濕潤眼眶 yan lei shi run yan kuang
Tears moist eyes 

可又不甘懦弱 ke you bu gan nuo ruo 
But not to be a coward. 

低著頭期待白晝 di zhe tou qi dai bai zhou
Keep your head down and look forward to the day. 

接受所有的嘲諷 jie shou suo you de chao feng 
Accept all the taunts 

向著風擁抱彩虹 xiang zhe feng yong bao cai hong
Embrace the rainbow toward the wind 

勇敢的向前走 yong gan de xiang qian zou
Walk forward bravely 

黎明的那道光 li ming de na dao guang
The light of Dawn 

會越過黑暗 hui yue guo hei an
Will pass over the darkness. 

打破一切恐懼我能 da po yi qie kong ju wo neng
Break all fear I can 

找到答案 zhao dao da an
Find out the answer 

哪怕要逆著光 na pa yao ni zhe guang
Even if it is against the light 

就驅散黑暗 jiu qu san hei an
And the darkness will be gone. 

丟棄所有的負擔 diu qi suo you de fu dan
Drop all the burden 

不再孤單 bu zai gu dan
No longer alone 

不再孤單 bu zai gu dan
No longer alone

也許世界就這樣 ye xu shi jie jiu zhe yang
Maybe that’s the way the world is. 

我也還在路上 wo ye hai zai lu shang
I’m still on my way. 

沒有人能訴說 mei you ren neng su shuo
No one can tell. 

也許我只能沉默 ye xu wo zhi neng chen mo
Maybe I’ll just be silent. 

眼淚濕潤眼眶 yan lei shi run yan kuang
Tears moist eyes 

可又不甘懦弱 ke you bu gan nuo ruo
But not to be a coward. 

低著頭期待白晝 di zhe tou qi dai bai zhou
Keep your head down and look forward to the day. 

接受所有的嘲諷 jie shou suo you de chao feng
Accept all the taunts

向著風擁抱彩虹 xiang zhe feng yong bao cai hong 
Embrace the rainbow toward the wind 

勇敢的向前走 yong gan de xiang qian zou
Walk forward bravely 

黎明的那道光 li ming de na dao guang
The light of Dawn 

會越過黑暗 hui yue guo hei an
Will pass over the darkness. 

打破一切恐懼我能 da po yi qie kong ju wo neng
Break all fear I can 

找到答案 zhao dao da an
Find out the answer. 

哪怕要逆著光 na pa yao ni zhe guang
Even if it is against the light 

就驅散黑暗 jiu qu san hei an
And the darkness will be gone. 

丟棄所有的負擔 diu qi suo you de fu dan
Drop all the burden 

不再孤單 bu zai gu dan
No longer alone 

不再孤單 bu zai gu dan
No longer alone 

黎明的那道光 li ming de na dao guang
The light of Dawn 

會越過黑暗 hui yue guo hei an
Will pass over the darkness. 

打破一切恐懼我能 da po yi qie kong ju wo neng
Break all fear I can 

找到答案 zhao dao da an
Find out the answer 

哪怕要逆著光 na pa yao ni zhe guang 
Even if it is against the light 

就驅散黑暗 jiu qu san hei an
And the darkness will be gone. 

有一萬種的力量 you yi wan zhong de li liang
There are ten thousand kinds of power. 

淹沒孤單 yan mei gu dan
Drown alone 

不再孤單 bu zai gu dan
No longer alone